NaijaBoiWonder

dirtyluxury:

woah, THE NOTES !

 @barelydreszed    @lafricaine 

I’LL TRY AND BE OK

 I no longer believe in sleep it seems

One of the few freedoms we have left
But what’s the point without the will to dream
I’m stuck here in the real world
Full of unreal faces
And I can’t seem to go anywhere
With my head in so many places
Every time I seek out satisfaction
I always leave empty handed
Carelessly throwing my heart around
Not once caring about where it landed
Now I’m left with minimal room
To let anyone else in
But there aren’t many risks left to take
After where my heart has been
No one seems to understand
The craving for abuse
Or the gratitude it gives
To hang your head from a noose
Pleasure goes unnoticed
Until we have a good sense of pain
But I had an affair with darkness
And I doubt I’ll ever go back again
We’re all still running from something
Under the lies we hide
They said it’d never happen
There is no pain left here
That we don’t already know
Destroyed by what we’ve seen
Where did our innocence go?
There’s no greater scar
Then the one that life will leave
If everything’s been done before
Then what’s left for us to achieve?

ALL OF A SUDDEN I BECOME SAD WISHING I HAD WHAT EVERYBODY HAS MY SOUL IS NOT COMPLETE .IAM A SAD SONG THATS WHY NOBODY WANTS TO SING ALONG.I HAVE LOOKED UP HILL AND GONE DOWN HILL,I HAVE CLIMBED MOUNTAINS, SCOURGED VALLEYS AND SWAM IN OCEANS IN SEARCH OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS 

NOW I ASK WILL I EVER FIND TRUE LOVE AND HAPPINESSWHO WILL SHARE WITH ME THE JOY I NEED TO SURVIVEI HAVE SO LIVED LONG WITH MISERY AND REJECTIONI DON’T WANT TO KEEP ON TELLING TALES OF MY SORROWS AND ABOUT THE TEARS THAT I CRY UNTIL THE DAY I DIE, I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO CHANGE BY TOMORROW AND LIVE WITH THAT SOMEONE IN A NEW AND HAPPY LIFE.

oovoo naijaboiwonder

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